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Corrine Bailey Rae

" Like A Star "

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You’ve got this look I can’t describe,
You make me feel like I’m alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you’re on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can’t find the words to write this song,
Oh…
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It’s not a secret anymore,
’cause we’ve been through that before,
From tonight I know that you’re the only one,
I’ve been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands.

I heard this song some time ago,I first thought it was quite boring. Then i heard it on Oprah Winfrey show. Such a beautiful and soothing song. And those lyrics are just so sweet and so true. The video of this song is in my profile but too bad it is not the one on Oprah. It’s her Live at Abbey Road. Acoustic version of the song. Even better * ~ !

Link ~ http://youtube.com/watch?v=pAVRGl5-s2Y

Each and every one of us has their break down point.

I had mine too. It has gone to a stage where I am numb and used to it. I have come to realized that it will always remain like the way it is. I just need to get used to it instead of get over it. Sound pathetic aye? Before this, I wrote a really long post, but I decided not to post it cuz’ it’s just a bit too personal.

So what do you do when you know you can explode anytime, anywhere? Is it normal for someone to be numb of pain?

For the past few weeks, I had fun during Hmc Ball with some of my closed ones. I had a fun time in Nate’s party. I had fun dancing, sweating it all out and just let loose. However, whatever I do, I come back to the same old stage where I remenisce of memories.

Dressing up, make up, chit chat, dancing, flirting, flinging, more talking, drinking. After all that, when I reach home, sat down, stare at myself, it is still the same old me no matter how people said I have changed inside out, physically, mentally, socially, or even friends around me who are so different from the previous ones. What I do out of the box, out of my own lil space. People evolves in time, you won’t wanna be the same old you, would you?

I know there are people out there who cares a lot bout me. Thanks for being there. Thanks for always being by my side when I need someone to. Thanks for everything you have done. Thanks for taking me as someone important and someone who means a lot to you. I appreciate every single thing you do. I’m glad you understand me and understand all I’ve said without feeling disturbed. Sincerely truly glad that you do. No matter what might happen or might not happen, knowing that we would still be the way we are now is good enough. I would always be happy to have met someone like you. Please do not worry about me. I would be alright.

Whatever it is, I still smile when I feel like it. I still laugh when I feel happy. Never lie to myself. Never put a fake smile on my face. Never neglect my own feelings. Coz if I do, nobody would anyways. Watching one my close friend get back on her feet and move on in a better manner does put a smile on my face. That’s what matters. Do not lie to myself. Do not hurt myself. Do not love others more than I love myself. I’ve been there, and lemme tell ya, it turns ugly. But there are better ending out there. Somehow I think equal dose of love for yourself and the other person makes it better =) I used to think to have someone love you more than you love them is great,I’ve come to realized that I’m wrong. Equal would be good ~

Off I go to Alexis Bistro now Have a pleasant weekend everyone ~!

Finally ! Gosh ! After shops,malls,and streets,i finally got my dress for the ball. But i still kristine’s dress chunner! Was thinking of grabbing one of sis’s dress but after I slipped it in,I’m juz not feeling it. Just came back from a friend’s pool partay in the what? Tunku Hill or Medan Tunku Hill or something like that. It was FuN =D but minus the part that I NEARLY got threw inside the pool with Nate *shakes head* they stopped right after I screamed that my phone was with me and I don’t know how to swim -.-" Yes,I don’t.

Talking about swimming,there is this plan of a Redang trip next year around mid March with friends. I can’t make it………..WHY? Because my sis said I don’t know how to swim! I’m not familiar with water [I was like "wth?" at that very dumb-blonde moment] The only way that I can go to this Redang trip is to learn how to swim. And better still,swim better than my family member =P Same goes from my mom,coz this is a friends trip. I need to know how to swim. BUT to be honest! I went Redang earlier of this year,my mom was there too but we were sooooo-separated as da "moms" have their own snorkeling way then "we" have our own way. I didn’t know how to swim then. WHAT’S the difference? Damn.. ANYWAYS..swimmin lessons anyone? =P ~ !

Last night was not really a good night,as I was studying Human Communication [ I had the last midterm paper today which is Human Comm which turns out to be X/ ] Whatever you think "X/" means,it is definitely not good. Sigh.. Then Ivan msged asked to go for satay,tak jadi la of cos,tgh study dt time! Then Magg called asked to go hang out at Maison,tak jadi oso cuz of d paper! Ishhhhhh! Then Devis IM-ED me online,askin if i wanna get Corsages & Buttonieres. APPARENTLY, SHE is helpin out student council to SELL these two items for the ball. If you don’t know,corsages are for gals ^^ those small flower thingy where girls put on their wrist. While Buttonieres are for guys to put on their shirt ^^ ANYONE WANTS? Buy it for ur hot date so that they will look even hotter =P ? Corsages is priced at RM18 while Buttonieres for guys is RM8! Cheap Cheap! PRE-ORDER NOW! Get it from Devis! If not,ask me will do too =) Then I’ll pass the names to her. OrDeR oRdEr ! ! ! !

Was on the phone then I found out I got tag by Benji [DaYmn free right u?] Aikss… Yeap,some 7 things something. Waait lemme check… Owkie,there’s no title so here goes…

7 THINGS TO BE DONE BEFORE MY DEATH

~ Travel to

Rome

&

Venice

!

~ Have the best food and delicacies !

~ Have a flaming lambo =P [I'm havin a crave now,so bear wit me!]

~ To love the person that I wanna love and know that he loves me the same way

~ To know that I have enjoyed every bit of my life with no regrets

~ Apologize to those people which I have offended or hurt in any ways and knowing that they forgived me

~ To live all I have and give what I could to everyone that I care

7 THINGS I WILL NOT DO EVEN IF IT KILSS ME

++ Prostitution

++ Kill

++ actually I think i would do a lot if it kills me,its life we talkin bout here alright! wait lemme think…….okay,i will not be with a person which I do not love..

++ I will not criticise people in things which I dont even have a clue myself

++ Make up stories about people

++ Hurt the person that I love

++ Choose to love and be hurt at the same time,cuz its js BAD

7 THINGS I DO WHEN I’M AWAY FROM PUBLIC

** Camwhore like there’s no tomorrow..LOLX..XD !

** Measure my waist..fats aint good ya’ll..

** Bathe,definitely!

** Talk to my pup [psyco yo!!!haha..]

** Read my grandmother-old-silly-stories from my diary

** Sleep half-naked

** Enjoy the moments of being sloppily dressed at home with tv/lappy with some drinks and pillow ^^ [counted too right?only do that away from public =P]

7 FAVOURITE SENTENCES/QUOTES/EXPRESSION

~* damn !

~* oww shit !

~* holy cow !

~* ewww !

~* so what now?

~* omg !

~* bugger !

7 SONGS

## Easy {Paula Deanda}

## Over You {Chris Daughtry}

## Spoiled {Joss Stone}

## Tonight {FM Static}

##  Everytime I Close My Eyes {Babyface}

## Falling {Nsync}

## Save Me {Josh Verdes}

7 THINGS I’LL MAKE YOU WISH YOU DIDN’T DO IF YOU DID

*~ Hurt those people that I love [physically/mentally]

*~ Make up stories behind my back

*~ Make me do a few things at the same time

*~ Be sweet [lamely] to me,seriously it annoys me and pisses me off damn badly,dont bother trying if you’re not or you’re juz not good in it..jeezz..

*~ Pretend to be stupid when you know you are the one to be blame in the matter

*~ Lie and play around the bushes [if you're a guy,even worse]

*~ Force me to do something

7 PEOPLE TO TAG

>> hmmm..Erisha!

>> Kathy!

>> Stephy!

>> Carmen!

>> Jed!

>> Sarah Halim!

>> Ivan Tan!

Alrightz. I’m done. Gottago for dinner. Stravin’ my ass off ere. Have a good weekend! By the way, anyone going to the Oktoberfest in One Utama? Ciaoz =) *~!

I was chatting with a couple of friends last night. And I received this song from a friend of mine. And now, I’m SO addicted to it. I couldn’t find their lyric online so I typed it out.

Tonight ~ FM Static

I remember the times we spent together all those drives

We had a million questions all about our lives

And when we got to

New York

Everything felt right

I wish you were here with me tonight

I remember the days we spent together were not enough

And you still feel like dreaming except we always woke up

Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much

Tonight I’ve fallen and I can’t get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight

I remember the time you told me bout when you were 8

And all those things you said that night that just couldn’t wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

And then the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffee and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sad and told me about your Jesus

And how not to look back even if no one believes us

When it hurt so bad some times not having you here

I said..

Tonight I’m fallen and I can’t get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight

I said..

Tonight I’m fallen and I can’t get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight

Ain’t that nice and sweet? For me at least =). Although I don’t know who’s FM Static [ anyone does? ] , but they are good ! Chun voices ! Do ask me for it if you want it. I would be glad to send it to you ~ Thanks Jed ! Great recommendation !

I had a great 18th.

Last SAT 6TH

My family members or close friends would have know that I was not really looking forward to celebrate my birhday this year. Since it was 18th,the so-called legal age,I should be gettin all excited over it right. But somehow,mom suggested to have a Barbeque session at home,so I had a pretty small get together along with my birthday. AND…………………it was GREAT ! Not as fun as I thought it would be. The people,the food,the cake,the presents and the surprises. It was GREAT =) ~ Thanks for making things like that happen to me again. Appreciate it LOADZZ ! Love each and every one of you WHO MADE IT to the bits ^^ !

Especially Kristine,Flora & Ben who gave such great ideas [ although terbongkar a bit ] but I still had a pleasant surprise! Da cake was DARN good,so as the hearts,bangle & dior perfume with bracelet. Oh yea! Not to forget the Twister. SORRY PEEPS! Lazy 2 upload pics here. All pics in profile aightz!

LAST Sunday 7TH

It was pretty hectic.Despite of having not enough sleep the previous night,rehearsals in the afternoon all the way down to the evening for a fahion show [Ethnic Walk] for a college event in conjunction for Lantern Night record. So friggin’ tired and worned out. Manage to drag myself out to change n stuffs. Just to find out that the show is cancelled due to the rain. Succkkkoorrrr to the maxxx dis time! Anyhow,camwhore here and there,left to Hartamas and went home earlier in Ben’s car. THAT was a looooooooong night.

Monday - Friday

Have been visiting WM so often that I actually kind of know how to go there from my place/college despite that I have really really [ and i mean REAAAALLY REALLLLY ] bad navigation skills. Yes,I cant remember roads and understand which road with which section. The reason we [ as in kris,flora & I ] have been visiting WM so much coz one of our fren named Ujin fractured/broke? his ankle bone during futsal. *Ouch!* AND he actually made it to my lil small partay last Sat. Of course,I was glad. Bur at the same time,felt quite bad for him. So end up visiting him & get to do sum Pool-y session in Air Panas? Or was it Setapak? God knowss..It was fun though! Hahah..

12th Oct

As usual,eve of my brithday. Clossies & friendz came over to hang out,makan makan session,have some chit chat time & we were playing games. AND I LEARNT SOMETHING! All about lubricant =.= Yeahh…*think bout it*…that was darn funny weyy..! Supposedly to head to Poppy after that,but I was too tired to slip on some clubbing attire and dance my night away. I rather have some relaxng time & sleep my night away. Hehe..~

13th & 14th October

Went 2 Eye on Malaysia & "Mini Genting". Both place have some pretty breathtaking view. Lined up an hour plus for 15 minutes in Eye on Malaysia. Hahah..pretty insane huh. Bt it was some good 15minutes. For Sunday,get to splurge a bit in Pavillion. Then to Mini Genting. Da view was js GREAT ! If you havent been there before,shall really drop by one day. Its cool,breezy and damn nice 2 spend your night there. Didnt get to open up my appetite there as we took our dinner before that. Spent a few hours there and went home after that. Thank you for the roses,da plan,da card you made and everything. Reached around 12 plus,almost 1. I had a great weekend =) ~ Just when I was about to crawl up to my bed,my phone beeps.

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD before I know it,something has to happen. I didnt know you were there waiting whole night,I didnt even know you were with another friend and made him walk around the neighbourhood with his feet like that. You cant change what has happened. I did what I could. I gave you more chances that I could give. Somehow someway it just not going to work. Once or twice it might be fine. Too many times means too many scars. And it wont heal by itself. I chose not to take the gift that you want to give last night. I chose not to do what I thought I would. And I chose not to go back to the spot where I was standing. Knowing that it would just get worse in time to come. Knowing that it would never be the same again. What you just realized NOW is not for me to know. Its for you to understand. I realized things long ago,and it was pretty amazing when I noticed it. Its not always what you think,stand on my position,think of how I feel instead of only how you feel. In a way,you try to protect yourself,you neglected my feelings. And what I know is,you would apologize after that. And I’m done and numb over it. Your apologies again and again dont mean anything anymore. Im in no position of taking the risk of you being the ever same You again. I had enough. More than enough. What’s done is done. It’s already broken for many times,don’t bother to mend it back. 

Before you start reading this,please be reminded that this post is total randomness. Everything just comes out without me thinking twice due to boredom. Might be a total waste of time,seriously.

Yes. As the title says,6 hours break. I seriously effing hate it. Boredom takes over me. So as frustration. Stomach has been turning like mad since last night after Flora’s place of Mooncake Festival celebration. Maybe because I didnt eat. Yea,we actually went to some playgroung around the neighbourhood to hang lantern and play with candles. Kiddy-kiddo aint we =P But it was pretty fun. I guess it is good to act like a child once in a blue moon eh?

Right now,waiting for Lan class at 5pm and the time now is 4.18pm. Suppsoedly to do assignments,did a little bit of research here and there. Need to write 2 long essays,1 powerpoint presentation [Thanx to Helene,beause of her,we dont need to do anything anymore =P],invent a product & an advertisement. Oh yea! Study for Cts quiz next friday. Daymn the schedule. AND understand some Econs thingy.

Thank God mua sis came by and we went for lunch to spare off some time of my 6 hours break! Felt quite guilty when I noticed that I am always not at home,always out in somewhere. Either with friends,or clossiez or mom side’s friends. As in aunt’s sons and daughters and so on. Tambahan lagi p[chieh wah..] she started asking me whats with all the late night phone calls lately. Due to the house phone calls after 12am last few night ago that wake my whole family up =.= Back to the ques she asked,I go like "U didnt know that……bla bla bla…thats why I have been on the phone?" And she goes like "You didnt tell me,how am I suppose to know?Like you got talk to me at home la?" I was like "Hmmmm….true..you got a point there.." Lolx.. After that only I found out that my mom has been updating my sis with my current issues. Then I start updating her with my stuffs too. Haha..although its a bit late,sorry sis!

Talking about guilt,previous sunday night was just a mad case. Never ever felt so frigging guilty till that night after such a long time. The last time was like,I dont know,few years ago? I was hoping for a good time last night and Im glad I saw something that I would want to see. Although it was a little bit disappointing,but it is all good now =) Hell yeah Im glad that it is all okay now !

I think I shall spend more time at home. Like seriously sit at home. But hey! Whenever Im at home,all of them would be doing their own thing and I would be like wither online or doing research or watching tv. Even during dinner,it is always business talk. I know,I know,I sho9uld be udnerstanding when they are talking abouts erious stuiffs and respect them. But seriously,who wouldnt be turn off when they are talking bout stocks,shares,accounts,petrol and stuffs like that. I am not a person that can handle boredom. I’d get cuckoo in the head and start complaining and whining. Like now +.+ Lucky Helene who is already sleeping beside me in the college lab.

Gonna attend a dinner after Lan class for some appreciation thing organised by p24 for the past auction event.Im still wondering how im going home after that? It is already at night and I wont want my parents to come all the way here to take me home. [Yes I know,I should really get my license,godamnit!whats with me!] Luckily tomorrow is afternoon class,unless I’ll be like a zombie again like how I was this morning in Econs lecture. I dont know whats with me being all so sleepy in class although I get enough sleep. Or even more sleep than I should take. Weirdness.

Listening To - She Wants It (Ayo Technology) by 50 Cent,Justin Timberlake & Timbaland. [ Currently addicted to the song!! ]

Wondering - Shoud I stay at home on Friday to finish up all assignments or should I go shopping with Kristine..hmmm..

Told ya its total randomness. Sorry for wasting your time!

Another tag by Kristine Thong ~ I think this is a pretty cute tag title. Here comes the rules..

Rules

+ The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover. [Told ya its pretty cute,never thought of it actually.

+ Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover

+ Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

+ If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.

+ Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Soooooooooooooooo...I never actually imagine or fantasize how a perfect lover of mine should be so I shall really thing about it for this tag. As the title says.."Perfect Lover"..I believe no one is perfect so I shall "lebih-lebihkan" in this post alright..Hehe..~

1. Nice! [ He has to be a nice guy,some people said nice guy are losers but I seriously dont think so. Nice guys are cute =) Way better than those ego bastards who thinks they are hot and ALL-THAT ]

2. A MAN! [ I dont mean that you have to be over the age of 30 or so ( i dont mind if they are a material of Jude Law or Jamie Foxx though =P ) What I meant by A MAN is to make decisions and be protective,thats what a true man suppose to do. Feeling secure is important for a girl kay. PLUS I wont want a sissy-fied-girly guy as a lover ]

3. Independent! [ Do not be very clingy to me,give me all the freedom I want but of course i wont use it in a wrong way. Just be understanding. He has to have his own time with his friends & I need to have my own. Be outgoing! Hate a guy who complain,whine,complain,whine and complain. ]

4. Understand his priorities! [ Understand what is important and what's not,don't spend time or effort on unneccessary stuffs. Studies means studies. Play means play. Must be responsible of his own life,if not,how can i depend on him to be responsible of me? ]

5. Be True! [ This point is very imporatant. I hate fakers and I hate two-faced people. Lil bit two-faced at times,I can understand. BUT DONT GO OVERDO IT. When fake turns to be lame,now that really annoys me and its a HUGE turn-off. Serioulsy. True to himself,true to everyone. ]

6. Funny! [ Not a clown material. But just someone who can makes me smile & laugh when we're together or whenever I'm sad or down. That's good enough. ]

7. Passionate! [ Please understand that girls need romance too and at times we do wanna be pampered with lovely gifts and romantic outing ~ Not too much to ask for right. ]

8. Keep up with me! [ I'm constantly moving and I'm always changing so I need my other half to be with me in anything I do. Support me. Give me useful advises. Do not just ask me to do stuffs that he wants me to do and only bring benefits to him. That's not care,that's jealousy and selfish-ness. As it goes I would do the same and support him. ]

*Phewwwwww* Finally I finished it. Other plus-plus-plus point includes like if he’s good looking =P and able to play instruments =D That would be Greato! This guy seems SO PERFECT and SO SURREAL! Like this guy would exist! I wish…and I wish…longer.. Best thing comes when you least expect it. So I shall stop expecting =) ~

Past weekend was good =) I thank you two [You-know-who-you-are] including Kristine. So make it 3 person. I had fun,honestly. Sorry about last night though. Everyone go emo-fied with tears and wrong words. I’m glad everything is okay now. Thanks for being there. Thanks for being so understanding. Sorry for whatever things I did. Sorry to Kristine for accidentally screamed at you on the phone although you said you didnt noticed it..Hahaha.. Thank you again guys ^^ ~ Tomorrow shall be a good day. Our tang-lung night ~

Tagging 8 person now. Hmmmm…

~ Mabel ! Miss ya loadzz !

~ Josiah ! Do it !

~ Ju Ween ! Didnt get to talk to you for so long!

~ Sarah Halim ! Actually I kinda know already but who cares? Just do it !

~ Ivan Tan Say Yoong ! My LAN class emo partner plus primary schoolmate !

~ Erisha ! I’m sorry but I just wanna know how your perfect lover should be!

~ Got Erisha,of course got Lil Miss Sunshine Kathy Ng!

~ Carmen ! Since u said we didnt get to talk much,so you better SPILL da beans in here MISSY!

Have a Safe & Happy Mooncake Festival people!

See Ya ~!~

I got tagged few weeks ago and I absolutely forgot about it so here goes. 45 Questions tagged by Kristine Kinky-Hamsapted Thong. Da reason I called her kiny & hamsapted because she juz slammed me with one kinkiest question ever out of her curiousity. Yes,curiousity. But its all good now =) *~!

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Anyone that can make me smile =) Luagh also not bad. Usually Kristine calls,I end up laughing like an a*s. Haha…~

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
Yes I do AT TIMES. Sometimes I just dump it by the side,of course not blocking other cars right.

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
BOTH! But it depends who I am with,that makes a huge difference.

4. Do you take compliments well?
I guess so. Say "Thank you" +) *~!

5. Do you play Sudoku?
NO! Reminds me of a friend who plays Sudoku though =/

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
Holy cow..I DOUBT! Hell no +.+ I’ma modern chic,cant survive with only trees and insects and orang utans? =.=

7. What song are you listening to?
It’s Your Love by Tim McGraw & Faith Hill

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Sadly NO,parents wont ever let. Yea,sound like mommy’s kid rite. I know right!

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
I think it was Batu Seremban,you know those 5 or 6 biji thingy where u throw up and catch after that?Yeah…

10. If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
Pursuing me in a good way?Or just pursuing for a moment of fun?That depends.Coz if he just looking for a moment of fun,you can go kiss your a** but if you’re not,I might think about it. BUT of course will be having doubts,this man can do it to his WIFE,cant be sure that he wont fo that to me in the future right?

11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Yes I can. Been there,seems alright ^^

12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Well..oh well..of course be pursued. Been pursuing so long that I’m getting ummmm…bored? Lol..~

13. Use three words to describe yourself.
Im starting to think that I DID this before. Hmm..anyways,three words..according to a star sign thingy i read earlier on. It says LIBRA - The Lovely One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!  However, not the kind of person you want to mess with… you might end up crying…  More than 3 words eh,to be honest rite,i think its veyr true! Hahahahah…

14. Do any songs make you cry?
Yes! You wanna know what songs? Ask me. Lolx ~ Don’t lemme listen to it when I’m havin fun,I will turn EMO like js like that in a second +.+

15. Are you continuing your education?
YES !! For another few years or maybe more!!

16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
NO! I wish I do! Then I can shoot somebody!

17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you’d grab?
Thing..hmm..I think would grab my family members or pets. Thing huh…it would be..my phone or my purse!

18. How often do you read books?
Only read like,text books and umm magazine,sometimes reader’s digest & mom’s collection of books.

19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Do think about da past pretty often nowadays,but whats done is done so I shall think bout present more. We live in the present,needa work our present 4 our better future. So live life today ^^ !

20. What is your favorite children’s book?
Book? Comic more! Archie’s !!!

21. What color are your eyes?
Brownish i guesssss..

22. How tall are you?
165cm..I wanna b taller!! Godamnit!! Anyone have ways??

23. Where is your dream house located?
Virginia Island =) Hehehe.. Actually its anywhere near a beach ^^ a cottage STYLE house!! Actually there is a house around my neughbourhood which is very chun,somethin like ny dream house..

24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
NOOOO!!   [ Kristine - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!Sorry =P ]

25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
Mana tempat tu??? o.O

26. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
NOWHERE! MY toilet maybe? Lolx ~

27. Do you like mustard?
Noooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!

28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
EATTTTTT !!! Definitely !!

29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
Both oso got lil bit..hehehe…I look more of like my bro!

30. How long does it take you in the shower?
Around 10 mins or so,but it actually depends. If emo-times den i mightz take half an hour or so..

31. Can you do the splits?

No! Half split yea..hehe..

32. What movie do you want to see right now?
UNDERDOG!!! [ Kristine is js right beside me,and we started doin superman pose once we saw d trailer..stupiak =.= ]

33. What did you do for New Year’s?
Oh gosh..I dont remember.. Sentral Hilton?or celebrating with friends?hmmm…

34. Do you own a camera phone?
Yes I do,not really a good one,but still sayang it ^^

35. Was your mom a cheerleader?
NO!! She was not that type,she is da bad girl type..Lolx XD~

36. What’s the last letter of your middle name?
i =)

37. How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
Depends,sometimes 6 hours,sometimes 10 hours plus XD sometimes 2 hours..hahaz…

38. Do you like care bears?
YES!!!! CHUBBY!!!! I hav a thing for chubby stuffs..heheh..

39. What do you buy at the movies?
CARAMEL POPCORN!!and drinks =) *lovesss!*

40. Do you know how to play poker?
Hmmmm…i remembered playing it once..hehe..but i dont remember anymore..

41. Do you wear your seatbelt?

Yes I DO ^^ Be safe !!

42. What do you wear to sleep?
Nothing specific..short pants & t shirts,spag n long pants,attire that i would feel comfy about ^^

43. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
Yea,i live in KL..pretty big things happen..

44. How many meals do you eat a day?
Either too many to be listed OR just one =)

45. Do you always read friendster bullettins ?
Yea kind of. Especially when im bored!

46. Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny people definitely ^^ !!

47. Ever been to L.A.?
NO! I want to! L.A & New York & California & so much more!

48. Did you eat a cookie today?
NOPE!!

Alrighty. I’m done here. Supposedly to talk bout the Bukit Gasing trip few days ago but it’s kind of late now and I’m gonna have morning class tomorrow. So I shall stop here. AND NOW I’m gonna tag…

~~~~~~~> Erisha !!

~~~~~~~> Kathy !!

~~~~~~~> Carmen Lim !!

I tagged this 3 friends of mine because we are now all in separate class for new semester and barely get to talk to them nowadays. Kinda miss those times where we chit chat in  the same class and crap together [and some ass-smacking times]. Hehehe.. So offf taggie you go!

Ever had times…

When you don’t know what you want?

When you don’t don’t know what you ACTUALLY need?

When you feel like you’re stuck in between?

When you realised that something is REALLY wrong?

When you noticed that it is going to be really ugly if it is not handled properly?

Yeap, that’s what I have been feeling today. It is SO-NOT nice feeling all blurrr and sleepy the whole day plus not talking much. Not even to my sistaz in college. And Ryan actually says I look like I’m going to faint anytime soon =.= Stupid sickness few days ago had been dragging till now +.+ Hopefully I will regain my voice back by tomorrow after some yucky-chinese-herbal-liquid-thingy. Been sound like a half-men the past few days. I want my voice back!

On the bright side, i’m SOOOO GLAD that I’m going to be away from home for a couple of days =) I do need some fun time *~! If only we’re going on a REAL

HOLIDAY

! Apart from that, wanna say Thanks to the person who made my night a bit better after all reading. It was nothing big but it was nice of you [You know who you are]. Yes I remember the reward and the promise [I still wonder why though]. And to Jason Tan! Your stupid emoticon did not work la, next time send properly la! Or at least describe properly before signing off. How to see now? And I’m not joining the Chipster thingy with you,looking forward to see yours though =P !   

Ciaozz ^^ ~!~